The grey man loves

Grey's man heart, now

It is true, the grey man loves, and he hates himself beacuse of it. 

He does not want to love because he depends on the people he loves. So he has a double feeling, he loves and hates at the same time. He loves people because he is a human, and hates them for making him loving them. This people prevent him of being a true grey man, they are the last wall.

The grey man wants to find the way that he will not depend on the people he loves, that way he will lose those feeling, loves and hate, slowly and gradually.