The grey man

The grey man

I would like to summarize the features of what I will call: "the grey man". These features are explaine in a more extensive way at my 3 first posts, but I want to summarize them because in my following publications I am going to compare this "grey man" with other types of human philosophies and behaviour, such as nihilism or narcissism.
So the grey man does not feel love for anybody and is not loved. This prevents him of feeling pain for other people's acts and vice versa. He also does not want to feel happiness or pain, he prefers the neutral state. And finally he does not like being a human, he would like having no feelings.
The grey man is not a sad person, because he is in a neutral state, in an state of non-unhappiness.

Pleasure and pain or none of them?

Is happiness worth?

Pleasure/pain, happiness/suffering, joy/sorrow...

In the previous publication I wanted to relate the necessity of having and giving love with pain and pleasure. Now I expose this thoughts: people's love can make you suffer and can make you be the happiest person in the world, but you will have the two possibilities.

I would like to stay in a neutral zone, where because of my non-loving, I am not loved and I do not love, I do not get happiness and I do not get pain.

I think this is a difficult way of living, it is like a grey life, maybe I like it, maybe not.

Actions do not affect you anymore, they do not make you cry lying on the floor or they do not make you jump of joy. You just get a sensation of non-unhappiness.